seasons...

seasons are on a run

they come and go waiting for none..

with every passing season i look for reasons

to tell you and make you understand..

with my smile i hide my inner timult,broken

i am afraid yes the gal inside me is still shaken..

without you am as silent as a gravyard

the voices echo but all i hear is silence with in me..

with all my strength i tried

tears in my eyes all dried..

just for the cause of this cease fire

lets not get in bin,all that are our tries..

it makes sad makes me weep

that for no reason you are letting it grow deep..

lets no act as a child and end this fight

for we have a bond thats enough tight..

but. tell me

I don't know how many sweet words I have conjured into your mind,
But, tell me, do you remember them all?
Relentless of what you do everyday.

Do all the words remain intact within your mind?
Does it please you when you are unpleased?
And does it intrigue you when you are unreleaved?
I don't know how many words I have conspired within a given line,
But, tell me, have you learned them all?
Regardless of what is written,
Do all the words rhyme within the given line?
Does it inform you when you are uninformed?

And does it excite you when you are forlorned?
I don't know how many words
I have said that I can say is mine,
But, tell me, have you heard them all?

Needless of all that have been said,
Do all the words I bestow upon you signal some sort of sign?
Does it merry you when you are sad?
And does it lecture you when you are bad?
I don't know about others but I think we are just fine,
But, tell me, have you told them all?
Heedless of what we do,
Do you know that I am happy just because you are my Valentine?

a moment to remember

A place we go
to let us know
that our love is always true
and that we will never be blue.

A memory on the edge of time
A place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve
somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.

A time in which we fell deeper in love
just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token
to remember one single moment.

hope...

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We talk through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold your hand while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space.

every minute

Every minute and every while
I think about your eyes and your innocent smile
How you got me in love with you deep
How you can take me away from my sleep
And i Go back and think of you every while
But Baby watch it my heart is fragile

a chance on love

A chance on love,
So unplanned,
A feeling like this,
Is no demand,
But i'm not complaining

I see his face,
Any my heart skips
A look in his eyes,
Everything dissapears

Another chance on love,
Not expected,
But not unwelcome

You look right through me
until you want something
you act like I'm not there
until you want some stupid little fling.
what do you want from me?
Do you want my heart?
I try to run from your hypnotizing eyes.
but i don't get far.
i'll never escape your lies
as I crawl back to you.
then you tell me what i want to hear
what do you want from me?
oh, how i wish i knew.
It's like I'm not good enough
in everything i say and do.
you don't care about me at all.
what do you want from me?
you don't care if i fall.
In one moment I'm everything to you.
In the next I'm dust.
you never undertsand the pain i feel.
all you feel is your own crust
where are you gone

u helped me
and tries to chase away the cold.
whatever happened to him?
was he not real?
or was that another lie
to get what you want?
If he wasn't real then just say goodbye
what do you want from me?
give me the truth amidst your lies.

GOODBYE

Goodbye to nothing
thats what you said we were
goodbye to the talks
that never even accrued
goodbye to the looks
you never saw me stare
goodbye to the love
that wasn't even there
goodbye to the kisses
i never even got
goodbye to the friendship
that didn't mean alot
goodbye to the lies
you never gave me facts
say goodbye to me
cause I'm never coming back

our lyf apart

If I was to ever leave you alone
To sit and never leave home
my eyes would water
But no tears would fall
Our Life Apart,
I could walk away and never come back
could I of hurt you?
Somtimes In my heart I
Thought It would be the best to rip yours APART
Our Life Apart,
I could shed some tears
make myself sick in the head
lay around all day long
I could of fallen apart
Just like I thought I would
But I wont

MOOD: IRRITATED,FRUSTRATED

my one wish

f I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

inner timult

hi..last nyt i was into very deep thots..thots abt love abt affection abt care...thots abt me...
i had this very imbalanced trail of thots dat made me churn my brains and think so much..

the feeling called love...m sure it does exists in this world but does everyone values it the same way..i mean i knw sum ppl who jus take love for guarented..some dont value it wen they finaly get it..and then their are some for whom love is everthing..their days nights their dreams their thots..jus each inch of their lives is drowned in love...well m one of them...for me love means the world to me...love is the most beautiful feeling and the most purest touch ever int he world...

the very own word love has something in it...(these are my thots abt love no harm intended) something dat gives you comfort,relief,peace of mind,feeling of eternity,feeling of being complete...being with some one who belongs to noone but you..who like you loves noone but you..his/her touch can give u shivers...his/her voice can make u smile...his/her smell can make ur senses happy and revitalise you...

its this aura of magic that comes with love...its becomes a drug to you..as if u have ur personal brand of heroine...u can never forget his/her smell...the way he/she touch...the way he/shelook at you...the way he/she protects u..the way he wouls get jelouse if u talk abt a guy..the way she gets jelouse wen u look at the gal dressed in short skirts...these all things are a part of love..fights...teasing...and lots of love...

the person who is in love or has ever been in love can very well understand what m trying to say...its just that love is the most beautiful gift god can ever give u...jus keep it very safe...

...........

standing on a cold winter night
wondering about you makes me feel right
i sense you right by my side

its you the star of twilight
ever so calm with a calmer smile
the one to protect me right

the one who always stands by my side
we have traveled a long mile
all the while we had that smile

when we look back
we recollect fights,jokes, alot of talking
and of course our bond

they all make you a boon

blind love..

Love is blind, or so it's said
As if the eyes had failed
To notice things that others see
Like faults to be assailed


Imperfections multiplied
Until they do abound
Problems then are magnified
'Til they compass us round


This is why Love must be blind
For who could stand and face
Such a searing spotlight and
Still be loved one trace


This train of thought sounds logical
At least unto the head
But if true love comes from the heart
Who by the head is led?



Love is blind – I disagree
I do not feel that way
Love sees each and every fault
And Love loves anyway

my last reply

They say its not worth the time
But they don’t know the truth
M in love with u
The don’t understand
M so attached to u

You came and touched me with you eyes
You see me in..
You see me out

Laughing with you sitting by your side
Seeing the stars walking our way
That night watching the clouds walk over moon
Holding hands making promises of being together....

i know no breath lasts forever but I promise my love, this love will stay forever..
P.S I LOVE YOU TOO

Holding your hand
I leaned on your shoulder
I know u’ll hold me forever
Hidden in hearts is this love
Hidden in your arms m gonna stay forever
I know you’ll always cover

I know your every kiss will last forever
Even when we meet up there
Your every word is the sweetest song to me
Your I love you(s) are the sweetest fruit to me

Every word you say induces a power
That I can scale the tallest tower
But still I know, with each passing best day of our lives
The best of our lives togehter is yet to come...

confession of a fake smille

The days have passed again,
But the pain inside still remain...

The pain that was not meant to be there,
The shoulder to cry upon I don’t know is gone where...

I still remember the first time u said “I love you”,
I still remember the first time you held my hand and said I really do...

You asked me to promise to never leave you,
I promised to never go...

Now the time has changed,
Destiny tricked us in a short span...

I still remember how each rain, washed away every pain...
When you were near,I had the strength to fight every fear...

I still remember how sun,
Made us and happiness run...

I laughed at your silly jokes,
My heart felt alive at your very sight...
Now the smile has gone like u has been...

I wont see you again,
Makes alive the pain...
Wont hear you voice,
Acts as poise...
Wont feel your touch,
Makes the pain grow much...

I hate being called sweetheart,
Because it not your voice anymore...
I hate to smile,
Because it’s not your jokes anymore...

Sleepless nights of happiness,
Have become sleepless nights of loneliness...

They say you don’t care,
But you were always there...

I still smile to hide my pain,
Know that I love u is the main...
My lips smile.the heart cries,
The eyes in pain are covered in vain...

I wish this was a dream I never had,
I wish I could wipe it as a bad cream...

The fake smile keeps me going,
Everyone believes it knowing im happy...

I hide my pain behind my smile,
That has to go a little extra mile...
While everyone still believes in my fake smile...