Bondh koi...

Kuch tha usme bachpan sa...

Kuch thi masumiyat subha ki oss si...

Kuch tha usme chan chanahat sa...

Kuch thi usme thirkan ghungroo si...

Kuch tha uske chalne me...

Kuch thi hawa uski chal pe thirakti si...

Kuch tha uske bolne me...

Kuch thi khanak si uske kehne me...

Kuch tha uske haasne me...

Kuch thi chamak si uske chehare me..

Kuch tha uski muskaan me...

Kuch thi dhun si uski haasne me...

Kuch tha uske kehen me...

Kuch thi lagan si uske karne me....

Kuch tha chupa sa usme...

Kuch thi baatein chupi si annkaahi si...

Kuch tha dard sa usme...

Kuch thi baatein kahi dard si...

Kuch tha tuta sa usme..

Kuch thi usme chubhan chubti si...

Kuch tha usme bikhra sa...

Kuch thi ulchhanon me wo ulchhi si...

Kuch tha usme unkaha sa...

Kuch thi khud me hi wo ghutti si...

Kuch tha usme baki sa...

Kuch thi usme shikaan si...

Kuch tha usme honsla sa...

Kuch thi usme himmat baki si...

Kuch tha usme jazba sa...

Kuch thi uski taseer paani si...

Kuch tha usme sar phira sa...

Kuch thi wo deewani si....

Kuch tha usme maza sa..

Kuch thi wo mastaani si...

Kuch tha usme pagalpan sa..

Kuch thi wo shaitani si...

Kuch tha usme umeed sa..

Kuch thi usme aas subha si...

Kuch tha usme haseen sa...

Kuch thi wo khush si...

Kuch tha usme khush sa..

Kuch thi wo bin baat muskurati si...

Kuch tha usme thehra sa...

Kuch thi wo hawa me chalti si...

Kuch tha usme thama sa...

Kuch thi usme gehrai pyar si...

Kuch tha uske maan me...

Kuch thi usme paani si bondh koi...

I hold you close..

In the silent space of my heart
 I try and try to look beyond your words...

All I find is your eyes looking back in to mine...

All I see is the reflection of what I never expected...

In the silent space of your presence

I try and try to look beyond those eyes...

All I hear is your eyes screaming

Asking me to hear all that is not being said...

In the silent space of your words

I try and try to find all that you want to say...

All I hear is all that I want to hear...

All I understand is what you never said...

In the silent spaces of the silence

I try and try not to think of anything...

Still your unspoken thoughts echo

Echo that makes me smile and smile for no reason...

In the silent talks of your thoughts

I try and try to find the peace in those eyes...

All I find is thousand questions they ask me...

All I look for is the sign of smile and I find it...

In the silent late night thoughts

I try and try to steal the thoughts from you...

All I find is thoughts and thoughts about me...

All the while..all the night..all the thoughts about me...

In the silent gaze at the moonlit sky

I try and try to find traces of you...

All I find is a heart..a heart that holds all our memories...

All the while..all the way.. I hold you close...

Sukoon nahi hai!!

Yu to hazaaro baatein hai tumse kerne ko..

Par bas kehne ko kuch nahi hai..

Aisa ni ki baateon melafz nahi hai..

Bas lagta hai unn baaton ko lafzoon me dhalna zaruri nahi hai..

Kehne ko hazaaro ehsaas hai jo baatane hai..

Par bas ehsaas ka lafz banna, ehsaas ki taseer nahi hai..

Yun to bhot kuch shor sa macha hai yaha..

Par us shor me inn thehre sannaton ki gunj nahi hai..

sukoon nahi hai... 

Time: 1:30 A.M(last night)