inner timult

hi..last nyt i was into very deep thots..thots abt love abt affection abt care...thots abt me...
i had this very imbalanced trail of thots dat made me churn my brains and think so much..

the feeling called love...m sure it does exists in this world but does everyone values it the same way..i mean i knw sum ppl who jus take love for guarented..some dont value it wen they finaly get it..and then their are some for whom love is everthing..their days nights their dreams their thots..jus each inch of their lives is drowned in love...well m one of them...for me love means the world to me...love is the most beautiful feeling and the most purest touch ever int he world...

the very own word love has something in it...(these are my thots abt love no harm intended) something dat gives you comfort,relief,peace of mind,feeling of eternity,feeling of being complete...being with some one who belongs to noone but you..who like you loves noone but you..his/her touch can give u shivers...his/her voice can make u smile...his/her smell can make ur senses happy and revitalise you...

its this aura of magic that comes with love...its becomes a drug to you..as if u have ur personal brand of heroine...u can never forget his/her smell...the way he/she touch...the way he/shelook at you...the way he/she protects u..the way he wouls get jelouse if u talk abt a guy..the way she gets jelouse wen u look at the gal dressed in short skirts...these all things are a part of love..fights...teasing...and lots of love...

the person who is in love or has ever been in love can very well understand what m trying to say...its just that love is the most beautiful gift god can ever give u...jus keep it very safe...

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standing on a cold winter night
wondering about you makes me feel right
i sense you right by my side

its you the star of twilight
ever so calm with a calmer smile
the one to protect me right

the one who always stands by my side
we have traveled a long mile
all the while we had that smile

when we look back
we recollect fights,jokes, alot of talking
and of course our bond

they all make you a boon

blind love..

Love is blind, or so it's said
As if the eyes had failed
To notice things that others see
Like faults to be assailed


Imperfections multiplied
Until they do abound
Problems then are magnified
'Til they compass us round


This is why Love must be blind
For who could stand and face
Such a searing spotlight and
Still be loved one trace


This train of thought sounds logical
At least unto the head
But if true love comes from the heart
Who by the head is led?



Love is blind – I disagree
I do not feel that way
Love sees each and every fault
And Love loves anyway

my last reply

They say its not worth the time
But they don’t know the truth
M in love with u
The don’t understand
M so attached to u

You came and touched me with you eyes
You see me in..
You see me out

Laughing with you sitting by your side
Seeing the stars walking our way
That night watching the clouds walk over moon
Holding hands making promises of being together....

i know no breath lasts forever but I promise my love, this love will stay forever..
P.S I LOVE YOU TOO

Holding your hand
I leaned on your shoulder
I know u’ll hold me forever
Hidden in hearts is this love
Hidden in your arms m gonna stay forever
I know you’ll always cover

I know your every kiss will last forever
Even when we meet up there
Your every word is the sweetest song to me
Your I love you(s) are the sweetest fruit to me

Every word you say induces a power
That I can scale the tallest tower
But still I know, with each passing best day of our lives
The best of our lives togehter is yet to come...

confession of a fake smille

The days have passed again,
But the pain inside still remain...

The pain that was not meant to be there,
The shoulder to cry upon I don’t know is gone where...

I still remember the first time u said “I love you”,
I still remember the first time you held my hand and said I really do...

You asked me to promise to never leave you,
I promised to never go...

Now the time has changed,
Destiny tricked us in a short span...

I still remember how each rain, washed away every pain...
When you were near,I had the strength to fight every fear...

I still remember how sun,
Made us and happiness run...

I laughed at your silly jokes,
My heart felt alive at your very sight...
Now the smile has gone like u has been...

I wont see you again,
Makes alive the pain...
Wont hear you voice,
Acts as poise...
Wont feel your touch,
Makes the pain grow much...

I hate being called sweetheart,
Because it not your voice anymore...
I hate to smile,
Because it’s not your jokes anymore...

Sleepless nights of happiness,
Have become sleepless nights of loneliness...

They say you don’t care,
But you were always there...

I still smile to hide my pain,
Know that I love u is the main...
My lips smile.the heart cries,
The eyes in pain are covered in vain...

I wish this was a dream I never had,
I wish I could wipe it as a bad cream...

The fake smile keeps me going,
Everyone believes it knowing im happy...

I hide my pain behind my smile,
That has to go a little extra mile...
While everyone still believes in my fake smile...