confession of a fake smille

The days have passed again,
But the pain inside still remain...

The pain that was not meant to be there,
The shoulder to cry upon I don’t know is gone where...

I still remember the first time u said “I love you”,
I still remember the first time you held my hand and said I really do...

You asked me to promise to never leave you,
I promised to never go...

Now the time has changed,
Destiny tricked us in a short span...

I still remember how each rain, washed away every pain...
When you were near,I had the strength to fight every fear...

I still remember how sun,
Made us and happiness run...

I laughed at your silly jokes,
My heart felt alive at your very sight...
Now the smile has gone like u has been...

I wont see you again,
Makes alive the pain...
Wont hear you voice,
Acts as poise...
Wont feel your touch,
Makes the pain grow much...

I hate being called sweetheart,
Because it not your voice anymore...
I hate to smile,
Because it’s not your jokes anymore...

Sleepless nights of happiness,
Have become sleepless nights of loneliness...

They say you don’t care,
But you were always there...

I still smile to hide my pain,
Know that I love u is the main...
My lips smile.the heart cries,
The eyes in pain are covered in vain...

I wish this was a dream I never had,
I wish I could wipe it as a bad cream...

The fake smile keeps me going,
Everyone believes it knowing im happy...

I hide my pain behind my smile,
That has to go a little extra mile...
While everyone still believes in my fake smile...